briefly:

i am tempted to believe that the older i get, the more old -fashioned i become... not because i cannot keep up with the times, but because perhaps that is how i have been all along.

... it's just hard to see that when you're thirteen and you think that, if you get your heart broken one more time, you'll curl up as ashes and blow away in the wind.
...

then again, at thirteen, i was physically and emotionally incapable of going with the flow.

working on it.

huh. :)